I know I’ve been thinking about mine a lot lately …

I don’t know it just seems to make me really question everything…

who has been there for me in life & who will be there for me when my heart stops beating ?

Have I even lived a life worth living ?

I mean, it’s actually kind of funny … the whole idea of a funeral:

Just one day dedicated to summing up your life.

Just one day to finally realize the ups from the downs from afar, but by then it’s too late… 

I guess this just means living for now ♥